Today is the first day of school and i am feeling jittery , gosh .

YES , i do fear going to school on FIRST day . Cause i am effing worried that nobody would talk to me , nobody would be my friend , everybody would leave me out etc . I mean , who don't , unless you've got a good friend with you in the same class as you . But if you don't , that's really sad you know .

You go to a school , with friends in different courses and classes with you . You attend classes though you're just attending just for the sake of attending . You entered a class with mostly guys or maybe , NO girls at all . People will think that you're attention seeking cause you wanted this course yourself when you ain't .

I am a person who tends to think alot , so yeah . You can try reassuring me for infinity times that i'll make friends or whatsoever , i'll still think that nobody would want to be my friend , so yeah , this is the way i am .

EDITED

Headed home early as i sprained my leg TWICE , pain max .
Rest at home , but my leg seems to get even swollen , WTF .

Lastly , i make a friend in class , she's nice (: